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[mother of two]

Hi! I am a single parent i have two beauitfu little boys 2 and 4. I was with their father for 4 years when i caught him cheating on me. He tried to kill me. I have an order of protection. He moved to california with the girl i caught him with they are getting married. He gave up all his rights and never once has faught to see his kids. He now wants to talk to them and i dont know what to do. my oldest misses him alot my youngest doesnt even know who he is he was 6 months when we split up. I feel really bad for my children. I don't have any trust in guys so i have been single for almost 2 years now. i just hope it gets better for me and my children.